begitulah....

for me,happiness come only for a while..but i'm happy because happiness always be with me,first when i know: my beloved one:will be around me for the next semester.wah..,i'm quite excited and i wanna scream and tell the world that he is coming!!u see what u means to me.??thanks for ur kindness and i know u need a lots of sacrifice,its hard right baby??but who dares to do that?except u the only one,you make my dream come true after you promised me.promise that u will stay with me,even sometimes i always tell u that u are quite burden me.its all my fault.i know,i wronged u a lot. i need ur forgiveness.sorry, but all i want u to know, i'll be ur mine forever.and no one can replace u in my arms. when i feel demoralize in my life,i have no one to share what i feel.people always keep laughing when i fall down.  nothing i could ever do to make life be ok back. when i'll be with u.u give me calmness,entertained me with ur silly jokes?tell me guys,who can do that ways?and i started to be ok back.tommorow, i need to go to my kolej,because i've got my agreement for mara,but sorry for my momok,mysherara..because she not receive any news about her name yet.perhaps,sooner or later kot.God is always fair.dun be sad.just be cool like me!just now.i have a conversation with my old housemate.fiza and ecah. both of them obviously feel happy and quite nervous same goes with me,because.they also will get the agreement of mara tomorrow.heehehe,hooray,we can say.hiii millionaire!! ok2,next week,me n my bestie will move on to our new apartment at Cempaka,quite excited and eager to be there and say welcome to swimming pool.hahaha,at least i can swim.u???cannot right??hahaha,just joking. and started to build my self to be hardworking,i need to wash my dress alone. clean up the dishes and need to keep clean our home.huhh,like housewife la plak.but its a lots teach me how to be a good person,thanks bestie.!and lastly, for dis raya haji.me n my family will gather again.and surely we have many things to share bacause we haven't seen for a long time.(a bit of lying),hhehehe.thanks.for make my life with a lot of joyous.i am surely share dis wonderful moment everywhere i bring my self in dis world.!